To every begining, there stood cause or reason behind which led to the end of such course. The End, what could be the possible outcomes, does it have any end to the end? What are there behind end? Is it the place, where we can get ticket only after the judgement day? What is really behind the end, made writer to quest of search and potray such article to make some of the prominent nature and characteristics of “The End”.
I was confuse, where to start as it will also come to the end with some of my decorative pattern of words. I was wondering, dazed, and was just roaming around the End. So i decided to find out on contrary process of lives.
Big Bang, the Queen of mystery that a human would probably never understand how it originated and what particular space does the space covers up? Does it has end. If there is end of the Space then after what, wouldn’t there be other space, species or is it so called place of God that confines it’s his. On contrary, we would be stupid enough to have conscience into the fire and to roasted like chickhens to our brain which potentials for much more efficiency like Albert Einsteins so far yet reknown of his super natural innovation in thinking capacity… but we cannot compare with him.. with respect that each one of the individuals is unique but the reality in assumption feels we all are just an element assiting to function mechanism to the nature.
Meanwhile, we will travel from Space onto the Earth, then make a glance of our understanding at present in Nepal, kathmandu as specific. 21st century, urbanization, urged revolution for civilization, political illusion and confusion, insecurity, and razzle-dazzle of these beautiful people, itself thrust for the End. but there is no any sign of end not even from the horrizon. The End, herself is Liberal and cannot be chained and shackled in circumstances. she knows how to act, the problem is we don’t know how she act.. so allow me to retrospect. society, fucking crazy breeds.. Don’t even realises what they are indugled with? The quest of voyage of lives, moments and time has crushed each and everyone if we introspect we will find ourself in shade. that is something we can never deny but yes we do have right to pretend. these hi-fi lives and emitted trend in disrespect, dishonoring and stupid enough to challenge race along with time. On contrast, Time is destined, calculated and has her own work division on purposes that holds the hand of End and relay responsibility. we are just a content that would circulated in process of change which Time declares and ask for accompany. coz none can live alone. If, human can feel, or considered as sensitive much more than other any species so far yet know and classified then the question araise, “The Time” who is evidence of every single moment, who guides to our destination, who sought out the problems and healed wounds, who just knew every possible outcomes and gave hint to us, who just covered her body with all those pain for change is not more sensitive or does not feels anything? isn’t she tired up or completely fucked up? Cut it off and Give her some break! with all those piles of blames, discrimination, responsibilities, wars and being evidences to all those bizzare, she must have gone insane and often visit to the End and ask for the End… But in exception, we dont know those treaties between them.
The Time is such a character, characterized to set or manage. She set up the path with commence of summer where the spectrum of colors in every pales of leafs against gravity blesses and greet her silent notions, flowers and different natural beauties accompaines her journey… leading to the winter where snow tries to slow her down and freeze step… but she is Time adjouring for another laps. Imagine, if time is completely restless then she must have been using consistently some sort of fuel on herself, and i wonder what would it be that the End has given priviliged to her?
Apparently, the time has make me continue on my writing at this very evening of night on eve of destruction where the cold wind is blowing and her confrontation of feelings is wishpering gently with me and leaves with a smile for this article. As with the beliefs of Mayan’s culture of Latin American, they assume and declares preamble as 21st of December 2012 will be the day of redemption or destruction. The mysterious cultural beliefs and their understanding confined and articulated a calender where there is no any description for further days and thus they assume such. But if they are right what would happen, probably no one can describe it. Maybe the rolling stone of fire in the sky, smokes on water, Rain of Acid in accquaintance tears of Heaven, wildered dance of earthquake, psychopathic Meteoroid who have lost their path heading straight with speed against gravity resullting massive destruction or just nothing? However some scientist argues that the shift or changes in accordance with interrelation to the universe and its balance of co-existence and inluences of electro-magnetic energy can make those things possible to occur. Some critics with the religious perspects, some just don’t care, some may having fun or reasons for another bottles of beers, hugs with love and affection or sex. Perhaps, im justing waiting anxiously and unpatienced for what will happen in next few more hours..? will “The End” finally shows up his presence and adjoures petitioned in his royal noble supreme court of Justice???
As i look up to the sky there ain’t any sign of movement except some blinking shimmerizing light, shivering in heart freezing temperature, silences all around myself where the sound of breathing was much more louder and clear assuring that the dark has seized the night and obscured the civilization on her defence of rights. Then, i light up my smoke which was broken and jointed at middle reminding metaphorically that everything in my life is broken and i dumb yet still trying philosophically to convince myself to The End. As i perceive world with my capacity of accquired understanding knowledge or wisdom and I dare with the evil mind to define her, she is just an experiment and the Space resembles as the laboratory enabling, assiting and providing various elements, chemical, with methods and procedures for the results that is concluded at the End. However to this moment waiting for sign of The End, i certainly realised that the my eyes start to fall down to sleep. Eventhough i tried to stay awake my eyes they were stumbling and blinking. As they did struggling to close, i saw complete dark and black out where nothing was worthing and making no sense. Everything vanished in nowhere compelling me that there is no any existence and meaning as i closed my eyes. Then i gradually understand that it was time that kept me await creating favourable milieu and path for End who came at the end of my night proving her presence and convince that it is in we, wether the end has it end or not. What we want to do or end.. Time also gesture from aside that we have limitation and unable to find The End. But it is the End that will come in front to rescue us. Till then it is our wisdom, deeds or practices of what have we learnt and understand that would probably gives end to some of irrationale. Each one of us will be resposible for our consciences, practices, activities and structuring the concept in advance and complex while The End will end at the moment but will never end at The End……..
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